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State Secrets

by Desperate Acts

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LukeSpurs Filling a Tony Sly shaped hole in punk rock song writing, this is sincere and freakin solid Favorite track: East Hill.
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deadguy Such an incredible album. Emotive, sincere and powerful with the right balance between grit and grace. Probably the best melodic hardcore you’ll hear all year. Just get this. Favorite track: Paid In Full.
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1.
Drying Out 02:54
2.
Jeff Crisp 03:02
they drove a knife right through the heart of the neighborhood where you and mom were born they subsidized your brutal life with general mills and new construction sites now every day’s a question Will anything feel right? Will justice only live here in my mind and die there in time? freezing cold when you lost your life a part of me eroded when you died. they took every cent, melted the rest this awful place reminds me all the time. but i still love the winters, it’s heaven in the spring when every blade of grass defies the cold and i’m no good with orders, i’m stubborn just like you. i like to run my mouth from time to time. the messages the things i never say Why won’t the words come easy? Why aren’t you on my side?
3.
Brian 02:56
got a letter in the mail, a name i hadn’t seen in years telling me that you were gone so i sat and counted out all the clouds you talked about Times you wished that you were dead now i want to hear you laughing, see you running in the sun. i want to feel like life is still worth fixing now I’ve had enough to drink i think I could write your name, but all i could say back was that i’m sorry. had a crisis one bad night pretty balanced most the time i can keep it to myself. so it’s odd to sit and say all the ways we were the same in our ugly little ways like my father’s hands around my neck a rope tied around yours in an apartment behind water street forever now i’d like to think i’ve changed, i’m a coward just the same. always running from a fight.
4.
pity party, come and play along. hum a humble curtain closing song. those hungry days are coming, but i feel fine for now the yard signs in our neighborhood. zealots, hockey moms, and freaks with guns. i want to kick them over and watch you run away. meet me under yellow porch lights Cough up something brave these politics mean something make your own little bed of coals and sing into the cold. wait it out dance and melt like ice beneath these humble lights. these politics mean something but sometimes they’re just words. pretty perch for precious birds in Bosch’s rotten world starvation days are coming.
5.
I thought I saw a flare A fever dream in hell A smile and Auburn hair I thought I heard a voice A whisper in the well “I want to keep you close” This constant strife My dehydrated life These bones to bruise When you wake up with a gun It doesn’t matter who put it there In your hand or mine We panic all the time We work and drink and die If something should break down, we’ll be fine In all these random acts A pattern starts to form It’s only getting worse When John walks up to you Or you walk up to him The world will never care In your hand or mine
6.
East Hill 03:18
push a piano down the stairs keys were glittering like broken glass. but now you’re just too old for that. it doesn’t fit. you wanted to stay young, be everything to everyone be the hammer not the nails you look a little hammered down so banners for the blue and credit where it’s due that everything i am i am because of you sorry for myself, sentimental and unclear worshipping a past that was never really there. burned a mattress in the street fire engines came, you scolded me. filling basement shows with smoke always in on inside jokes and it’s true, i’m nothing without you
7.
Paid In Full 03:49
i bring you bitter news It seems you will survive can’t say you didn’t try the bruises the cottonmouth the empty atm cant say you didn’t try cops and kids paid their dues - never see me cry pound of flesh paid in full - never see me cry the cruelest winter joke, when darkest shades of gray give into even darker days the vampires the empty shelves the gas that burns your lungs can’t say you didn’t try when it’s over, when the lights go out and your spirit rots away under the leaves of a future gone forever never see me cry when it’s over, when canaries drop and we’re tethered to collective fantasy that the wreck can still be salvaged
8.
Won’t think about it anymore it comes to me in waves at night this cloak and dagger shit this cult you just can’t quit won’t think about it anymore the secrets that we keep i whisper passwords in my sleep gamble that all good things fall apart the secrets that we keep the cyanide inside our teeth Anything to not admit defeat done visiting the memory - there’s not much left there anyway the fields all look like concrete frozen, sterile and replete i watch them racing by my window, and wonder just how cold the air is where you are
9.
FM 03:07
you wish the world were smaller so you could be its king you wish that you had a motive here that wasn’t paper thin the money isn’t coming the wells have all dried up the lights go on, the grift is done your playground starts to burn perfect faces, want their say hollow men will sing their sad words again perfect moments take too long and they never play my favorite songs anymore the golden goose is dead now the body starts to stink We waste away the time we have gluing feathers to a pig
10.
Veil 03:57
where the frost breaks in the sun and a thousand useless prayers fall to the ground it won’t take much time to pull the copper out of this place it won’t take much time to sell the rotten world to your face and it feels like burning down, god i know i’m right and it feels like burning down, don’t you know I’m right? High rise towers, gray, austere it won’t be long now, hyenas howling out in the yard did we discover gravity by standing under burning trees catching ashes on our tongues The ones that used to be someone

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released July 20, 2021

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